Haha... I haven't updated this thing in a looong time
I have a wordpress but I don't even really update that one either... haha

So I've been in LA since mid-August
Working in the Palisades is interesting but stressful at times
I think I'm finally used to the environment here w/ my co-workers
I still hate insurance companies... now I talk to them and if I don't get what I need I hang up
They're pretty ridiculous
I had a baby on an antibiotic and they wouldn't cover it
I said it's a baby and he's really sick
The insurance lady goes... Oh, mam they don't have that in their plan
I say... Are you serious?? It's an antibiotic for a BABY!!
She goes on reading her script and I hung up
I know it's not the operator's fault but I don't care... it's a sick baby... COME ON!!

I've been back to NaSung... I've missed them and I'm glad I'm back
Haha... so I left doing PPT @ Hope and I'm back to NaSung doing it again
I guess I really can't get away from it... haha
I do enjoy doing it

I'm just on lunch @ work and I thought I would update this thing, since I have the time
Mmkay... back to work -_-;

It's been interesting coming back home...

 

 - Gracie

Short and sweet...
I need to pray

The definition of a cell in EVERY biology book out there in the States... the smallest LIVING organism

So this issue of abortion has been always up in the air w/ me for a while
TIL my rommie, Helen, showed me videos of how gruesome the process is
I found out that women can abort up to 24 weeks [in Great Britain]... which is 6 months into the pregnancy
How long is a pregnancy? 9 months? Yep... so after 6 months it's still okay
ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?
That's when it hit me... I don't care if I'm raped, the baby is mine, no matter what
I used to say this was the ONLY exception for the option of abortion
But NOT anymore!
ALL the other reasons for abortion are selfish... [sorry if I offend anyone]
Excuse #1 - 'Oh I didn't want a baby'... then don't sleep around or be smart about it
Excuse #2 - 'I don't have the money'... then don't sleep around or be smart about it
Mmkay... I'll stop w/ that here... haha
Getting too flustered on my end... haha
I used think that it would be scary to have a child from rape
Because I didn't know if I could love him or her like a child from "love"
I remember one friend asking me... What if it's in God's plan?
I got stuck when my friend asked... I just shook me head in confusion at that point
But NOW I know what it means
God has a plan for us good & bad... yes?
One of the hardest times in my life... my parents divorce
Bad? Yes... in God's plan? I believe so
Haha... I even got my mom stuck when I told her my reasoning
I'm not gonna say it's easy to keep a baby in that situation
But I would try my best to leave it up to God and let Him guide me
Only through Him, can I raise a baby... from love or not

So why I put the definition of a cell in the beginning
I remember on the news saying that an embryo is NOT considered a fetus in the first trimester
Then it got me thinking about the definition of a cell... the smallest LIVING organism
Just ONE cell is LIVING... so how does many many many cells NOT be a living fetus?
I've studied about the cell for so long and it's pretty complicated inside one cell
Can someone please explain how this logic works??
Because this is law, then the definition in every biology book needs to be changed

Haha... wow this is getting long, but still gonna continue

Helen pointed this out...
So the issue in politics is ProLIFE or ProCHOICE
How does that work?
Keeping a baby alive or murder... change to life or choice??
REALLY?!?!
I really don't understand
I tried to talk about it w/ a co-worker but all she would say is... 'I have no right to CHOOSE for all other women'
Life or choice shouldn't be the issue... the issue is life or death

Haha... I think I'm done now
From 'Boys Before Flowers' to abortion... hahahaa